Friday, January 19, 2007

Pixi Feels... Confused?


Pixi's living in Confusion land... Then I'm in a dream state and the next reality hits.... Is this for real. Feels like I've been in some kind of battle, I'm sore and tired, hormonal battle if you ask me... Reality has not sunk in yet, Nunu is very small. My belly want to begin to show, or is it just my imagination, or me pushing out my stomach? I've got the perfect themesong : Dreams by the Cranberries, I've been listning to it since the beginning of the year, got the cd for xmas....
"Oh my life is changing everyday, in every possible way. Though my dreams, it’s never quite as it seems, 'cause your a dream to me.
I know I felt like this before, but now I’m feeling it even more, because it came from you.
Then I open up and see, the person fumbling here is me, a different way to be.
I know I want more, impossible to ignore. They’ll come true, impossible not to do, impossible not to do.
Now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don’t hurt me, for what I couldn’t find.
Talk to me amazing mind, so understanding and so kind. You’re everything to me.
Oh my life is changing everyday, in every possible way.
Though my dreams, it’s never quite as it seems’cause you’re a dream to me. Dream to me "

2 comments:

IndigoGirl said...

Hey Cuz,

I can imagine how confused you must feel! But live it, dream it, love every moment! Because it is true!
(And by the way, that tummy is definitely looking a little bit 'bloated', it's not your imagination!

Luv u
Nini

Gypsy Purple said...

Dream your dreams my child and experience every little moment...it is so precious....and we are here with you all the way.
You are going to be a great Mommy...confused...but great